MY STRANGE JOURNEY

I've recently begun, especially in the past year, to experience a variety of paranormal / supernatural happenings in my life. I'm planning to go through the notes I've taken and put as much detail here on the website about it as possible as time permits. In the meantime, though, here are a few random examples:

(1) The bird incident the morning after my dad died a few years ago.

(2)  The picture of the angel here is the exact same figure that I saw perched at my feet upon awakening one day a few months ago.  It faded quickly from view -- within about a half second of opening my eyes -- but I clearly saw an angel of stone, of indeterminate sex, with the same hair and beauty of face, looking down to the side.  The sole difference is that the one I saw was looking down and to the left from my perspective, whereas this one in the picture appears looking to the right from the viewer's perspective.  I'm not sure if the entity I saw had wings; it faded before I noticed much beyond the face area.

I had been meaning to do some homework on what I saw to find out if it is a known entity... but apparently I didn't need to do any work at all .. it just showed up in front of me during my internet surfing while googling "lightworker" today.   I'm still not sure who or what this is a picture of, but I've e-mailed the author of the webpage asking for any information she might have on it, but haven't heard back. A friend pointed out the grapes in the picture, which are emblematic of the greek god Dionysius.

This was actually the second of two apparitions that I saw, the first being a week earlier. I had opened my eyes and seen a strange blob-like creature sitting on the shelf which was right in front of my face. It was basically a roundish entity about a foot in diameter, with a smaller blob "head" appendage on top of it which contained a single eye in the center. I opened my eyes as I was awakening and there it was, just looking at me. It blinked a few times. I was still in that twilight state, I think, between sleep and normal waking, and as I was looking at this thing my mind was trying to process what the heck I was looking at, as I had no frame of reference for this sort of thing, and it made no rational sense. After about 10 seconds it faded from view.

These phenomena of visible apparitions might be partially explained in this message from Red Elk (the Native American holy man who figures so prominently in my next strange story), or perhaps by Karla Turner's observation that UFO abductees often would see angels and other similar apparitions. I'm not really sure what the truth of the matter is. (Posted August 2005)

(3) In November 2004, the Mousetrap Earth experience.

(4) Left ear tones when reading or writing about aliens. Right ear tones as confirmation of items of a positive spiritual nature.

(5) 11:11 and related "number sightings."

(6) On at least 3 or 4 separate occasions while living in northwestern NJ, I awoke paralyzed in my bed. The most recent time this occured, I distinctly heard or felt rapid movement of several entities around my bed, then promptly (and oddly) went back to sleep.

(7) When I went back home to NJ for a week (Sept 14 - 21, 2005) to visit family, on one morning/early afternoon I had a strange experience. I had a strange "dream" (I put the word it quotes because I don't think it was a normal dream at all) consisting of three distinct "scenes." In the first, I was at the cage of my mom's two parakeets, with the cage door open, and my hand inside trying to get them to sit on my finger, without much luck. These birds don't get a lot of human attention so they're not used to people playing with them and so they scatter quickly and fly away at the first sign of someone coming near. I had just been trying to play with the birds that way for real earlier that day, and now it was happening in my dream. Then, in the second "scene,"I was at the kitchen counter/stove, with a bowl of water to my left, and in front of me was a goldfish wrapped in some wet paper towels but nothing else -- clearly not enough for it to survive long. I nonchalantly, in no particular hurry, unwrapped the goldfish from the wet paper towels and placed it in the bowl of water. I then found myself in the third and final "scene:" in bed (the actual one where I was sleeping at that moment), eyes open, paralyzed, with a bizarre one-eyed alien creature with it's face right up against mine, not more than an inch or two away. I tried to scream but could not move at all even to do that. For a couple of seconds I was stuck there, terrified, and then abruptly woke up and found myself in full control of my body and mental faculties. The message of this "dream" seemed as clear as day to me: as we humans regard and treat lower life forms, so do the aliens regard and treat us. And I know from my readings on the alien abduction phenomenon that I'm far from alone in receiving this particular message.

(8) In the early morning hours of Sat Dec 17, 2005, I woke up abruptly. I had been "dreaming" that I was in bed (a strange bed, I'm not sure where), and felt that the aliens were coming and were going to take me, and that I had to get up quickly otherwise I'd find myself paralyzed in bed again. So I started getting up, and as I did the paralysis hit, and before it had full force I managed to whisper a word or two .. one of them being "help" and I don't recall what else. I then was totally paralyzed, but fighting against it with all my will. After a few seconds, I woke up with a start. It was about 2AM. I then was up the rest of the night and went out for an early breakfast at around 5AM. I came back home and fell asleep at 7AM, and slept clear through to about 7PM yesterday, yet woke up feeling totally beat and with a mild headache.

That's it for the moment. For now, suffice it to say that I'm convinced that beyond all the political intrigue and other events going on in the world today, there a very real, bona fide spiritual war taking place. No, I'm not affiliated with any organized religious group. It is occuring in a dimension / realm / whatever that most people are unable to detect or perceive MOST of the time, but which is probably just a hidden aspect of own reality. By doing the kind of work that I'm doing (putting the spotlight on a lot of extremely dark subjects), I've effectively taken sides in this war. As a result all these strange sychronicities and other phenomena have begun to happen. I don't think I can nail it down any better than that, but I don't know anyone else who can either. So that's it for the moment ... check back periodically, I'll be adding more details to this section soon.

To be added: UFO sighting at Louis Turi's house. Getting a strange book by mistake. "Taken" memories. Topanga Canyon synch. My brother seeing "me" at the window. The significance of googling for "lightworker" in #2. Strange light on the ground at Area 51.  Synchronistic meetings in Pahrump.